You got me wrapped around your finger, Did you have to let it linger?

Current Book: Women and Money by Suze Orman

Current Song: Brave by Idina Menzel + Wicked Soundtrack

Current Feeling: Longing

Random Things About Me

• I love showtunes. I love driving in my car blasting Aida or Rent and singing at the top of my lungs. The same goes for pop music like Hannah Montana and even a High School Musical. I am fully aware that I am almost 25 but it is catchy music. (I said catchy, not good lol)
• I worked at Victoria's Secret for almost 3 years. We ended up wearing a lot of things out under our clothes towards the end when management fucked us. I still feel bad so whenever I go in, I over buy to make up for my guilt.
• I was raised by my bio dad, his partner, my mom and her husband. My brother and I grew up in catholic schools and in the best Chicago suburbs. I never had any discrimination about my gay parents.
• I have never put a condom on a guy. I have always let them do it.
• I have done cocaine, pot, mushrooms, and opium. I don't get drugs. They don't do much for me and I much rather laugh then be fucked up.
• I do love wine but again, every once in a while. I just don't care much.
• I can only get off to thoughts of the Israeli. I just can't fantasize about anyone else. This is something that has only happened with him.
• I love dirty, sexy talk in bed. Dirty not stupid. Audrina2.0's idea of dirty talk is "give it to me big boy". Yeah, no.
• I like being in control but I like a man who can control me. I respect people who want to be equal and not dominated.
• I love reading and always have insane library fines. I read fast and read almost anything.
• Favorite authors: Kurt Vonnegut, Chuck Palahniuk, Orson Scott Card, Old James Patterson, Richard North Patterson, Margaret Atwood
• I love Blockbuster online.
• I love Mandy Moore. She can do no wrong. A Walk to Remember. How to Deal. Because I said So. Saved. Please see these movies. She is a-fucking-dorable.
• Love The Office. John Krasinski. Enough said. Actually Mindy Kaling (Kelly Kapoor). That's definitely enough said.
• I need a new vibrator. Mr. Oaski has done a great job but he is like 4 years old. On the other hand, 27 more days and I won't need it again.
• I am just really appreciating shoes. I had gay dads but they missed the fashion gene. My one dad is a "bear" and the other thinks he is some old English gent from a few centuries ago. Righhhhht.
• I love Hanes wife beaters, Best brand to wear. They keep their shape and cling to the breasts quite nice. Wifebeater + cute earring + cute flip flops + big shades + comfy sexy jeans=my summer outfit.
• I need some Dole or Chanel sunglasses.
• I talk a ton but at home, relaxed, I am content to read and relax and be with the Israeli.
• I have never had a brazilian, or even been waxed. Always just shaved. Mach3 is the best razor.
• Drinks of choice: Cran and Vodka. Absolut and Tonic. Mimosa. Rum and Coke. Shots are jager or tequila1800.
• Glitter is seriously a sister to me in heart and mind. My total dream is to raise our kids together.
• I don;t move when I sleep so the covers never need to be made when I am alone. Add in the Israeli and I am making the bed everyday,.
• I adore chinese and thai food. Love wings. Love ranch dressing and anything.
• I am very serious about my conversion to judiasm but I am afraid to go to a synagogue alone and my Israeli friends don't go. That is one of my goals this year, to explore my faith.
• I want to learn to cook and actually know spices go well and what they are more and to cook less off the recipe and more by taste.
• I leave my contacts in for weeks at a time
• I use the Mirena IUD and love it.
• I do not have credit cards.
• I love with all my heart and genuinely expect people to be good. It hurts to trust someone and have them not give a fuck.
• I want to video blog.
• I love chocolate and peanut butter ice cream.
• I have one tattoo.
• Victoria's Secret Very Sexy Push Up is the best bra. Ever. Comfortable. Work with most shorts. Give the best looking breasts. Get one. Life changing. My secret weapon. Make it yours.